run away
from my mind
does it hurt?
lonely insanity
cosmic rush
ultimate
unltimate
realization
the it it
the
the happy the truth the life is mine
the sadness overwhelms
the happy swells within
the feelings are all there
present
preasent
in me for me by me with the it
the black room swims around me
a solitary light bulb swings over my head
i dance in shadows face and yet i do not move
watch the dance of fear run around my face
a stick
both ends are here in my hand
strike out at them
who eat me
swallow me up
assimilate me
why must i live there
nothing means anything
all is pointless
why should i live other than living for living for
the it
from and by from if the
by and bye it from the by
the twisty
images swimming come to us come to us come to us
backbackbackbackbackabck this is all so fucked
my mind is open
primal and civilized
rull
their course in
mind
who will mind
dogs black rush
rainfall
mental strife
slave ship
words are all i have
words to let out the insanity
it is all i can write about
there is no right or wrong
i think
or there is always nothing
reaction based on...................................nothing
nothing at all
i am empty maybe
they try to turn me
into an empty shell
mindless
midnless
tool servant to
them
numb
i find mental vertigo strangely
pleasant
pleasent
am i a mental masochist?
live on the edge of it
or is there no edge on an illusion
nothing is
real
reall
all is
real
reall
all is it that
s for sure
or am i wrong